Hello everyone,

I know, I know I dropped off the radar again. The illness that got me last time and the time before that and the time before that came back again, although this time it was worse. I ended up in the hospital with an IV in my arm, a bag of fluid and more blood tests being done, the NHS is fantastic and I’m eternally grateful for it. The tests came back normal and I’m still under investigation and have more tests to be done once I get back to London, all fun and games. It is probably to do with the amount of stress in my life with uni, people, work, money, basically everything is kind of happening at once and it’s hurt my body in someway or other.

I’ve decided to try and limit some of the stress in my life, particularly while the tests are ongoing. There’s a lot of things in my life that are in my control and I can do something about, which I think will mean that I will be just trying to limit my time I spend on my phone, I’m going to write more to do lists and eat small meals and just do what my doctors tell me. Life’s too short to spend time worrying and being as miserable as I have been for the past few months. Because I have been miserable, a lot has changed and happened in my life in the past year and I don’t know when things are going to turn around, but like I said before things can only get better.

So bare with me while I try and fix myself back together and really work out how to help my body get through whatever this is. As always thank you to the amazing people who have text, tweeted, sent me messages on Facebook and of course my wonderful Ali and family who have been taking care of me.