While I’m having fun being at home I don’t feel like writing tonight. I don’t always get to chose how I feel and that in itself annoys me. I want to be happy, have the time of my life whenever I’m with my family but apparently that isn’t happening today. I need to sleep and hopefully feel better tomorrow and spend time with my family.
When I feel this bad I think of these lyrics:
It’s just a spark, but it’s enough to keep me going
and when it’s dark out, no one’s around, it keeps glowing
People will think it’s dorky, stupid even for posting song lyrics in a post but what you need to understand is that when I was at my absolute lowest lyrics got me through it. I’d listen to music all night long when I couldn’t sleep, I’d listen when I was scared and anxious and the words meant more to me than anything.